There are days when I despise wedding planning! It's so hard, and I feel like I am trying to please everyone; but, then there are days when I love it. I'm glad now that I kept the wedding in June and at the beach. It feels comfortable and natural. I feel like I have so much time to make it how I want it - a day all about me! lol. Seriously, that's what it is, isn't it? A day about the bride, and it should be. Because after that, I'll live to serve my family. That's how my mom is. She lives to serve everyone and most likely I will too. So my wedding day, June 26, 2010, is going to be selfish. Watch out! A bridezilla in the making! muahahaha!
Seriously though. Today I could not stop looking at my wedding dress, and I played with my veil. I thought about putting the dress on again, but I was afraid of seeming too eccentric. lol. I am so excited. I have my second wind. I hope to book the florist this week and look at the rental equipment. This holiday hasn't been the best, but this is my ray of sunshine. It makes me happy to think about my wedding day. It's going to be wonderful and not just because it's selfish or because it's a great party, but because I am marrying the only man I am willing to spend the rest of my life with. And that's why I want to make it a wonderful day - the perfect day to start our lives off with.
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