Big Ball of Rubber Bands

I like to scroll through pictures on facebook. Not just my pictures, but everyone's pictures. Even people I hardly talk to. I look through mine and they look different from the others' pictures. Maybe because I know myself. I've never felt like I've had a lot of friends. I suppose I do, but I've always pretty much kept to myself. I don't go out a lot. I'm not the life of the party. I don't like to be around large groups of people at once. Actually, I'd prefer one on one time to anything, which makes choosing really hard. I think I've been oblivious to what people have really thought about me until lately, which I think I can probably guess now. They probably think I'm careless, forgetful, and wishy-washy and I am, because I'm always looking for the easiest way and the best solution. I'd like to say I am resourceful, carefree, and spontaneous. ha! I think I am also a people pleaser and I really don't want anyone to think badly of me, but they do. They must, I'm sure. Why all this reflection? I have no idea. Maybe because I feel really alone right now. Wow! What a pity party I have here. So here is my life. It's a big ball of rubber bands, because there's so much to it, and it's all tangled and confusing. Plus, I just bounce along. Someone close says I'm always like, "Lalalalala, I'm Kendall!" Big ball of Rubber Bands! You gotta love the alliteration!