Friday, December 10, 2010

A big decision to be smaller.

Right now, it's 11:32pm. I was in the shower earlier, where I do a lot of serious thinking, and I decided that I am just tired of myself. Not tired of my witty personality of course! Just tired of my body and the way I've been functioning lately. I have went through some major changes lately:  getting married, moving to a new town, quitting my job, discontinuing grad school, and so on. My husband has gone through a lot of changes too. He started grad school, got a new job, moved to a new town, and got married. Both of us have gained weight and we're tired of it, especially me. Not only have I gained a lot of weight, but I have also had a severe decrease in self-esteem. Partly because I'm confused about what to do in life and because I sit around the house most of the time. The weight sure doesn't help the self-esteem either. To make things worse, I haven't even done anything about all this. Well now, I've decided to quit being a baby and do something. For part one, I've decided to quit facebook until I lose 20 pounds. It will be a challenge, because I love getting online to look at pictures of my neices and nephews, but I've decided that my big prize will be to enjoy something again that I gave up. Meanwhile, I will track my progress on this blog. I probably won't write great long articles, but I'll at least post how it's going. It's time to get healthy!

Date: 12/10/2010
Weight: 181

1 comment:

  1. I know you can do it, Kendall! I'll have to look up some good Gaffigan jokes about this topic!

    -Nicole

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